That girl, the one whose legs are securely preventing any blood from getting to my brain, Tania... she is visiting my school tomorrow.
I am excited though. She is VERY nice, and I like her a lot. I'm just nervous about grappling her again, at my school, on my mat, in front of my teammates. I feel like I need to represent and am worried I might not be able to do so in the way I would like. Honestly though, my fight with her is still my very favorite of all my competitions... and I lost that one... by submission. So I know I will enjoy grappling her again.
Either way, I am going to do my best, and enjoy rolling with some new girls for a change... and I do like being challenged... and while getting owned is never FUN per say... It is nice to get all the holes in your game poked at. I just don't want a neon flashing sign pointing at me "HOLES IN YOUR GAME ARE LOCATED: Here, here, here and here"
I wanted to come and edit something in...
I was thinking about this while I was eating dinner, and I changed my mind. I'm not scared. I am just excited.
She is another woman, who is also a mom, who trains Jiujitsu. Not only does she train, but she is just as obsessed as I am, and she trains as much as I do. With as small a community as BJJ is, I need to grab hold of other women grapplers... esp ones like Tania whom I can relate to on more then one level.
I can't wait to see her tomorrow. =)