My nerves come and go.
Yesterday, I had about 3 hours where I and convinced myself that light weight was the way to go, and pretty much wanted to choke myself out for waiting until the last minute. However, I was brought to my senses by a good friend and fellow grappler who is a nutritionist. Attempting the cut now would be bad for me in many ways.
And remember that wave of good I was running into.... I am still in the midst of it. Huzzah!! It is giving me some much needed confidence, but at the same time slightly adding to my paranoia.
Either way though, I am seriously enjoying the preparation... and that is really what it is all about anyway.
I just happen to give and receive joy via chokes!