Thanks to help from the beautiful and wise, Georgette I have decided to fight medio.
It makes more sense for my team, my body type, and general metal state and safely of those around me while I cut.
I can still be a beast in middle weight and that is exactly what I am going to do. (This is where I start to psych myself up.)
I am very relieved to have come to a decision, and on top of that I've never trained to for a strength and size advantage. I am looking forward to it. I think it will take more discipline but I can be disciplined and happy. I am not a happy cutter.
Let the training begin!