I've been a little quiet on the blog front as of late. I don't know if I should say, 'Sorry', or 'You're Welcome'. Choose which ever is more applicable.
I have two competitions coming up in the next four months. It is time to start thinking about goals.
Once again, I am exhibiting signs of irrationality and mental unsoundness. I think I am going light weight for the Miami Open. I have to lose roughly 12 pounds in 4 months. That would basically be 200-300 less calories per day from now until then, and I would easily make my goal. That could easily go unnoticed as far as self control goes.
I'm not even worried about it.
The other thing I want to work on is my lower half. I would like to suck less at escaping and applying leg attacks. They make me so nervous I never really try to apply them, or escape. I am paranoid I will roll the wrong way and break myself, or the same would happen to someone I tried to leg lock. I'm just not secure enough to know when to let go and when to hold on. So, I need to fix that.
And escapes. Always escapes... escapes from everywhere. I feel like they will never good enough.